I wish there was something good about me
I wish I was pretty or smart
I wish I wasn't such a bitch
I wish I didn't have a cold heart
I wish I had more confidence
and didn't have to lie
I wish I knew how to deal with my problems
'cause now all I do is get high
I wish I had more money
I would help those in need
Maybe that would make me feel better
and I wouldn't have to smoke weed
I wish I didn't hate you
or expect you to treat me better than you do
I wish that you could understand me
I just wish that you knew
I wish you would pay for your short comings
I wish you could suffer just like me
I wish that you could feel the pain that I do
Maybe then you would see
I wish I knew how to end this poem
then I could go to sleep
Well, I'll just do it
before I get too deep
 
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