...listen
if i wasn't so blunt with my sadistic ways
then maybe i would be able to give you better days
i tried my best to make you happy
but i also have a life i got to life
sometimes i feel as if your trapping me
but then you feel as if your backing me
how can you understand me
when you always have your back to me
we have so many nights
when we're just sexxing non-stop
we also have them ones
when we scream and fight a lot
we always quick to point the blame,
but i never saw a one-way sign
when you told me you'll remain
by my side
i never told you that i'm perfect
but i'm sane...
i have enough common sence
to notice this relationship is non-sence
what's going on
you said you love me
i told you so quickly the same
just so you wouldn't bug me
but i do love you...
yes the truth is comming out now
it's better late than never,
furthermore being blind and mislead forever
i keep in my mind that you was mine forever
but i can't get past the screaming
and accusations of cheating
i work hard to pay our bills
you think i'm creeping
while i'm busting ass to keep us sheltered,
presentable and eating
it's irritating, but
what do i need with a mistress
when i told you
your the reason for my existance
it feel like
i don't get back what i put out emotionally
but i think of you holding me on them days
when i feel like in this world,
i have only ME...
but every day ain't perfect
it's more like cursing,
more less jerking for power in this relationship
sometimes i drink my mind in the bottle
of alcohol i sip...
thinking of why it got to be this way
i only wanted for my love to stay
in my life
away from being just my everyday bootycall
and one day,
become my wife
i'm so confused...
i'm thinking should i go,
or should i work things out...
i tried too hard to try to work things out
so i guess i'm stuck at a stalemate
it's pale fate...
i can't win, but i also never lose
and i really don't want my loss to be you...
...just listen...
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