As I sit here in the water
I see my reflection clear
And as my face feels hotter,
There runs down a tear.

Is this my face?
As I think
I'm in disgrace.
I don't know why,
But I just want to sink.

Why would I want to be this person
That everyone knows,
I feel like this life will just worsen
Cause I'm not one of them hoes.

I never was,
I never will be
Those gay ass stereotypes,
They gotta end, it's not just me
I'm not the latest buzz..

Yeah, this is my life, being used,
Taken advantage of.
Being abused.
At least I know someone who loves me,
And that is God above.
 
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