What is this feeling that I feel?
An emotion so strong is this even real.
When mentioned, joy spreads across my face,
but yet it seems like your invading my space.
Sometimes I can hardly breathe longing to feel your touch,
Yet at times when given it seems to be a little too much.
Am I being selfish, not wanting to share my heart,
The more you try to come in, I push us apart.
I’m so confused about this feeling as pure as the white clouds above,
As serene as a sunny spring day, could this be love?
I’m so taken mesmerized by the feelings you posses,
The way the thought of you changes the pace of every beat in my chest.
If this is love, you’re what I’ve been wanting the most,
But I’m afraid you’ll abandon me if I let you come too close!
It’s hard to understand me, I wonder why do you bother,
Should I just embark on this journey, it might take me further.
Why am I so scared of you?
Maybe because I’ve heard so many stories,
When bad you bring unhappiness, but when good you bring glory.
I just don’t understand how all these feelings could be wrapped up in one,
I yearn to know out of this what will become.
I think I’m ready to be filled with your grace,
LOVE it’s you I want to embrace!!!!

 
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