im not what you want me to be,
im not as happy as you are,
im not as perfect as you please,
the reminders are my scars,
Maybe if you paid any attention to me,
I would mean something in your life,
It's not too hard to see the sadness in me,
If only you'd open your eyes,
You could easily see through my fake smiles,
If you only ever f*cking tried,
Ive been pretending to be happy for awhile,
"im always happy to make you happy," I sighed,
I watch the happiness I gave to you,
I wish for once you'd care,
Cuz im exploding inside with the pain renewed,
I thought ud notice, I never bothered to share,
Locked up inside my room all I do is cry,
If only you'd notice me, if only you'd care,
Im not suicidal, im not a girl to die,
im a girl just wondering if anyone knows shes there.
 
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