Clouded Mind
Forgotten Dreams
Im So lost
Help me...Please
Jumping
Skipping
I was happy once
I want to feel that way again
I dont like feeling the way i have been
I miss the laugh
I miss the smile
My teeth miss being bared when I giggle
My eyes miss those crows feet I used to get
My heart strums its strong beat
But on the outside Im growing weak
The bags under my eyes have scared me for days
I want to sleep
But can only gaze
The knife soothes me
The lighter fluid is low
But the cold in my chest only grows
Blue veins pop as I put in the needle
All my pain and worries dissapear
I get that high
And I am happy
But its only temporary
It doesnt cure
Please...Help me
Im lost
I cant find my way out
It doesnt help to scream or shout
The clouds thicken
My voice is gone
the brains cells rot
Now...im gone
 
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