Lay back and watch the sun come up
Haven’t slept in far too long
Insomnia and anxiety remain my plagues
Can’t fight the feeling, something’s wrong
Every thought looms in the shadowed world
Need someone to pull my out of this dark whole
Nothing is right with me anymore
There is a crack within my soul
These early hours of morning do not comfort me
But sleep pervades my restless cries
And nothing numbs this piercing blankness
As tears once more water these eyes
This is but a routine for me
I remain in anguish by sweet nothingness
And the ones I love leave me alone
But I can love them none the less
My heart goes to out those I can’t have
If I was in their arms I’d be okay
But I remain alone in my strained world
And start another dreadful day
 
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