Its misty
the grass is green
im walking down the path
ive traveled so much before
but, this time its different
its like no other
people all around me
theyre laughing and playing
my x boyfriend is here with his new girlfriend
my crush is here with some girl
all my friends are running past me
as im not even there
theyre running around
have o' so much fun
then i see a long black car pull up
and all the laughter stops
all my friends get a worried look on their face
as if they dont know what to do
i hear the first gun shot
BANG!
my crush is dead
no, STOP IT!
i cried
but i seemed unnoticed
then, walking up to the man
and him just realizing im there
he turns around and gasp
i hear a gun behind me
police cars are here now
the man goes down
he whispers,
tell my mom im sorry

i started crying
as unable to hold my tears
the other men run away in the car
one police car chasing after them
now, as i look around
i see these people arent really my friends at all
theyre fighting now
with faces of pure anger
a few people from the bloods and the crips are here
the police officer doesnt even bother
he looks right at me
but seems to look through me
i try to talk to him
but, he doesnt seem to notice
now...i see one boy sitting on a bench
all by himself
i walk over and sit down

He asks me why im not with my other friends
i was shocked he noticed
He said hey wanna try something
sure i say
he pulls out a pipe
i knew it was a crack pipe
try this he says
i do
immediately i get addicted

a couple of months have passed now
and people are noticin me
theyre not looking through me anymore
ive became part of the gang the bloods
i go to gang fights and everything now
im one hardcore son of a gun

my drug addiction is beyond belief
its like,
theyre my escape to escape all the problems in my life
but, i never knew
they would be what ended my life

i was sitting there
doing my usual drugs
when the room starts spinning
it starts getting dark
im out cold

i hear satan give an evil laugh
as im sinking in the world around me
NO i cried
and then i remembered when i cried that before
im crying so hard
welcome my child he says,
welcome....
 
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