You stair into my soul
as if you were judging my life
but slowly i steer you away
and i uncover my knife
its been forever since i fell
since i sliced my pale skin
been too long since i drank
or popped a pill as i fell in
I know you think i'm a mess
and i know you love me
But what you dont know hurts
cause there's things youll never see
Your glare pierces my heart
but i'v ruined your family's love
I was once child bearing
carrying a gift from above
But my father took that away
as he hit me cross the face
i will never forgive that man
for makin me a disgrace
Now i'm clean and sober
and no one says their proud
So i stand up on this stage
and scream so long and loud
I want you to hear my cry
since i'v hiddin way to long
Cause what i want to do rite now
is do every damn thing wrong
its been forever since i fell
since i sliced my pale skin
been too long since i drank
or popped a pill as i fell in
so damn u momma
i'll make it far
damn u daddy
i'll hide this scar
damn your future
damn your past
cuase i wont forgive you
never not atlast
 
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