There's something about me that makes me so mad
It could be my low self-esteem, or that I'm always sad
No one wants to feel the way I do
I don't know why I feel this way, I don't know what I'm going
through
Yeah I smile, but that doesn't mean that I'm okay
I wish you would see how much I struggle day by day
Because I'm now depressed and not sure why
Sit alone at night wishing I would die
Hate the way I look and the person I've become
Help me from feeling this way, stop me from feeling so numb
I hide my feelings well and act like I'm fine
But I'm so hurt, unhappy and lost inside
If I could only turn back time and live in the past
I would cherish the moments I'm happy and make them last
Because I hate being sad all the time and never having fun
I can't wait for this sadness to end and just be done
This will all soon be over and this sadness will stop playing with my head
The laughs will come back and let me feel happy again

 
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