I lie in the darkness
And I slowly drift away
Away from the whole world
Away from all the pain
I can’t feel alive again
only one thing can numb the hurt
I bring the razor to my wrist,
Press along my skin so slowly
Drawing diagrams of suicide,
The only thing that calms me
You saved me, you killed me
You brought me back up
Then dropped me even deeper
You are my suicide, my ruin
So hopeless and faithless
My beautiful destruction.

 
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