my stomach is burning and my eyes they are over flowing with tears. i know
what i said and did was wrong, so stab this knife into my back. i deserve to
feel the pain of a thousand angels burning in hell. im ready to show this
emotion that i have been hiding inside of me for so long. search for the key
to open me, open and expose my cynical and distorted feelings. scream at me
so i can hear your voice clearly, slap me so i can feel your sweaty knuckles
clench my neck. dig your nails into me, and make them scar a terrible ruby
red.

its 3 Am, i get up from this hazy sleep. step outside to take some hits of
my best friend. because without you this world would be to much to handle.
these obsticles are blinding my future, so ill think of how to go around
them.

is there a reason for me living any longer?, am i just wasting my time
breathing? taking the oxygen from your starving lungs. is every step i take
one step too far?, do i need to just pull the trigger and end this all
tonight? but everyday i wake up and feel like something might change for the
best, and i get on bended knee with my eyes closed and pray for forgiveness
and for an angel to give me a helping hand through all of this. and i will
sit alone, praying of better days and better laughs.
 
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