I'm at a cross-road in my life,
and there's no turning back.
I have to think about my future
and forget about my past

I have four directions
in the palm of my hand
I can pick one way to go
and never look at the others again

I could fail
Waste my life away
Be labeled a failure
All because one mistake

Why couldn't life just be easy
and we all do the same thing?
Why do we have to be individual?
Why do I feel this stressful pain?

I'm looking down these roads
I'm looking far ahead
I can see the near future
My spirit is already dead

I could pick the road
the one where you succeed
and be like everyother self centered bitty
and watch my comrades bleed

I don't know what I'm doing
I'm feeling more confused
I don't know where I'm going,
I think I'm going to lose

Everyone is pressuring me to do something
Maybe something I shouldn't do
but I don't want to let them down
or let myself down, too

But you never know
until you try
So I'll absorb this punch
and take the black eye



 
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