Darkness falls as I switch off the light
I can hear the steady thumping of rain
I sit in bed and think about my life
I try to clear my mind, but that fails
too many thoughts begin to fill my head
thoughts of laughter, thoughts of pain
I try to erase my mind of everything
emptying this void I hold so close
deleting everything I ever cared about
trying to move on from this evil place
nobody cares, or so to me it seems
I wont be missed or thought of again
the world will be better without me
but as my hand reaches for the knife
I hear unreconizable words
telling me to hold on, to never let go
so I slowly drop the knife
hearing it clank the hard wood floor
for some reason I start crying
wishing it wasnt so hard for me
but I realize one thing for sure
I will never give up the fight...

 
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