This pain has built up and I've finally been broken
I've hid these scars too long and I'm bringing them out in the
open
Now you can see the hurt in my eyes
All the shit I go through, my head filled with lies
You can now see the blood that I have bled
All the damage I've done to myself, blood stains on the bed
The messed up things that I always thought
The demon inside of me that still hasn't been fought
My low self-esteem that has taken over me
I've been trapped inside myself and can't get free
Now you can see passed that broken smile
And see how much I really hurt, it's a never ending mile
The broken family that I go home to everyday
The yelling and screaming, but it wasn't always this way
Everything used to be fine and I was never this sad
Now all I want is to be happy again like the life I once had
Though you may see how I feel, you will never understand
All the pain I went through with no one there to take my hand
So let's pretend that I'm still okay
Because I'm so used to feeling this way everyday.
 
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