When I was little the baby sitters son
Did things to me
Theres not a damn day I don't think about it
He should have thought things through
Before he did
I was only 4 or 5
Did he not think that I would REMEMBER!?
For a 16 year old boy he's pretty freakin' STUPID!
It's all branded, pierced and tattood in my skull
IT'S NOT GOING TO GO AWAY!
I have never told anybody accept the closest of friends
But HELL NO!
The don't understand
What it feels to have this haunting memory forever
I wish these memories would JUST DIE ALREADY!!
Here I am 15 still not a day goes by
When I think of what he did
To me physically
And now these days mentally
So many years! feeling it's my DAMN FAULT!
He said if i told anyone he would hurt me. So I was SO STUPID!
Now that's somthing you now know

 
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