Scatter brain
Random thoughts
Pen in hand
Knife in other
Which to use
Is the at hand
Mind racing
Body pacing
Clock ticking
Seconds, minutes, hours go by
Hands shaking
Silence piercing your heart
Loneliness sets in
Head pounding
Air taking
Away your thoughts
Tears stealing the moment
Thoughts controlling actions
Actions controlling fate
Fate falling
Breaking bones
More importantly breaking hearts
Blood dripping
Down
Clock ticking faster
Hands shaking
Harder
Blood pumping
Pumping faster
Faster
Pain streaking minds
Minds hidden
From passers
Follow your heart
Into the depths
Of your body
Black
Standing for nothing
Eyes following
Clawing at each figure moving
Coming their way
Kicking
Pounding at each closing door
Windows stay shut
Saying has no meaning
Skin growing pale
Flesh breaking and gushing
For all who say nothing
Arm full of pain
Eyes full of curiosity
Tongue
Full of sin
Slander
Disgusting yourself
Felling nothing
Experiencing shocks of color
Wondering
Wandering
Flowers for nothing
Bodies for fun
Sick
In my heart.

 
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