Woke up this morning feeling so dead
Wishing all these thoughts of you would get out of my head
Each day I hate myself more and more
Damaging myself, bloody knife on the floor
I promised I wouldn't hurt myself, but I lied
Today is just another day where a piece of me has died
I'm trying my best to beat it but it's just too strong
I want this sadness to leave and be forever gone
But it doesn't work like that so I have to stay
Even though I don't want to be here another day
It's sad when you don't want to wake up to another tomorrow
So now I'm left here to drown in all my sorrow
I really wish things were how they used to be
When everything was perfect and I loved being me
But things quickly changed all so fast
Now I have to look back at all my happiness as my past
I really wish you could see all of my hurt and pain
Then you would finally understand that little girl isn't the same
I'm dying here more and more each day
But here is where I have to stay

 
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