im tired of myself being so dedicated and lost, no matter how much i try no
matter how much i accept me, im never good enough. i have a few bad habbits,
but doesnt everyone?, i hear what your saying, i just stopped listening a
year ago when ur mouth was running a fit. im the only enemy, im the bad guy.
im the one to blame, point all your crooked fingers at my bleeding heart. my
heart beat is slow, my eyes are filled with water. i hate me, i just want to
hide under this little rock all day and never be seen or be heard by her or
them, because whenever im there i seem to make her miserable, so lock me in
and fire up this bowl.

she gets mad at me, for me going off track. im sorry the road is windy and
im not so fucking perfect, my intergrity is under the floor so let me choke
on this barrel, while my teeth squeeze the trigger.

and i just hate myself, and the shit that i say and do. i feel everyone
would just be better when my soul is in heaven and all thats left of me are
the photographs of better days. when you were smiling and i was in your arms
all night long. i have searched for myself my entire life. and these drugs
are helping me find my way... so screw you i dont need you.
 
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