It's been four years since I last saw you,
You'de think that I'd lost touch.
With those feelings I once felt,
Viktor, I loved you so much.
I loved the way you never cared or noticed you were cool,
The way you talked, the way smoked and never went to school.
I lved you'r walk, you'r crazy hair, you'r mr.poopey
doodles.
I loved our house, our dog, our room,
down to the way you ate you'r noodles.
All this shit stayed so clearly imprinted in my mind,
and I'm kinda grateful I once felt,
What so many try hard to find,
Its been four years and in a few you're getting out of jail,
I hope you dont resent me,
for not sendeing you much mail.
Cuz the problem is I love you,
But courage is what I lack,
To tell you in person,
Your my past, I want a future,
And I'm trying to go forward,
Not back.

 
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