WARNING : this is really long.but worth it for the most part.
DO YOU REMEMBER?
all the times you made us feel sorry?
for doing / nothing at all/ lovely?
for being ourselves and IN NEED OF APOLOGY.
DO YOU REMEMBER?
the tears that we cried
as you turned your back away in disgust?
saying you deserved so much better than us?
DO YOU REMEBER?
the nights i stayed up?
thinking of things and how there /fucked up/
can you remeber when i needed to talk to someone
but you were //to caught up in yourself//
and finally feeling like there could be nobody else?
DO YOU REMEBER?
i dont think you can seeing as
you werent there for me the way you could be
the way you should have been.
i can remember how you caught up with jealousy
and saying you hate me.
DO YOU REMEBER?
wishing you could talk to me
but you always had liz
shes so much better than me
and you know that she is.
DO YOU REMEMBER?
the times i had no one
so i ran to micheala as hope to go on?
i can remember the days we spent crying
wishing for somehitng , but not even trying.
DO YOU REMEBER?
The times we spent skipping?
telling our problems in the schools bathrooms?
do you remeber writing , lyrics on the walls?
telling each other , well be there when you fall?
CAN you remeber that not coming true?
i sure as hell can , what bout you?
DO YOU REMEBER?
how you got mad at me?
instead of BEING THERE FOR ME
when erverything was so hopeless?
when i was so much worse than a mess?
DO YOU REMEBER?
feeling like no one understood you
when i got you better than anyone
DO YOU REMEBER THE TIMES I WAS THERE FOR YOU
but you never put you trust in me?
and that was jsut one of the many
times i felt like i was ///WORTHLES//
to you and probebly always would be
DO YOU REMEBER?
the things i never told you ?
becouse i felt like you would hate me
one last time.
the times i had NO ONE to turn to
as i watched your heart fucking rape me? of mine.
DO YOU REMEBER?
when an old friend died?
all the times in school i never got through and cried?
when ervyone else thought it was some joke
you were there THAT TIME when i needed you the most.
DO YOU REMEBER?
the pain that i felt?
the pain i could never tell you
becouse YOU always turned to someone else?
DO YOU REMEBER?
ALWAYS making me feel like i did something wrong?
when i was the weakest watching you strong
CAN YOU REMEBER THE POEMS i wrote to you.
sitting at home and crying for you.
becouse i wanted so badly
for us to be happy.......
DO YOU REMEBER?
the first time we talked
like we knew each other for ever
and would for so long?
i would have never guessed that
we would go through all of this.
DO YOU REMEBER?
us telling arlen off
becouse he hurt the way i hoped i never would
wshing i could be as good as you wanted
but knoing i never could?
CANT YOU JUST SEE ME FALLING APART?
WRITING FOR ONCE , WHATS IN MY OWN HEART?
THE TEARS ARE FALLING DOWN MY FACE RITE NOW!
AT THE MEMORYS OF THINGS
WE GOT THROUGH SOME HOW....
IM SORRY I CAN NEVER BE
GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU JAMSINE
IM SORRY THAT ALL I AM IS ME
AND THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
I ALWAYS END UP HURTING YOU
IM SORRY YOU COULDNT NOTICE
THE THE THINGS YOU CANT SEE
HOW MUCH HURTING YOU ALWAYS
HURT ME.
AND IM SORRY THAT YOU CANT
PUT YOUR TRUST IN ME
SAYING AL THE THINGS YOU WOULD NEVE BELIEVE
IM SORRY I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH
IM SORRY THAT IM CRYING WRITING THIS
IM SORRY MICHEALA FOR ALWAYS RUNNING TO YOU
HOW MUCH IT MUST HAVE HURT
KNOWING WHAT YOU KNEW
IM SORRY ALL I CAN BE IS MYSELFE
AND THE FACT I WANTED US ALL TO BE
TOGETHOR FOR SO LONG
I DIDNT WANT YOU GUYS TO LEAVE
SO I CONVINCED MYSELF YOU WERE ALREADY GONE.
IM SORRY JASMINE I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU
THE WAY THE THAT TRUTH HURTS ME
AND THAT I CAN NEVER BE YOUR BEST FREIND
BECOUSE YOU WONT EVEN BELIVE ME
IM SORRY BUT I DONT REGRETTE
GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS
AND STILL BEING WITH YOU.
AND I WILL NEVER FORGET
ANY OF YOU.
YOU WERE MY FIRST BEST FREIND.
and im sorry that you hate me......
for saying what I NEEDED to.
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