The pain of being alone.
It can open old wounds and make now ones for the future.
The thoughts that come with being alone are unbearable to the beholder.
The on looker sees the smiles and laughs but not the brusher of having to
hide.
The pain with loneliness is one of the worst kinds.
The fact that you have to make believe, or smiles, laughs and happiness.
Your friends laugh at the jokes and comments that you have made to hide
behind.
All that, all that is not real your pain is hurting but you hide behind
smiles.
Your fears are alone.
Your tears are unknown.
Your sadness masked.
Your jokes are all was asked.
The pain is consequents to your unforgotten past.
Each now stone has been cast.
Each cast has a down fall that leads to pain and misery.
Your whole life has been one big mistake that is eerie.

 
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