why do i do this to myself again?
lead myself on like i do
you'd think i'd learn
but i sit here hurting once again
this self-inflicted pain
caused by my own stupidity
i was foolish to think
ignorant to dream
that there was something there
when it was all in my head
my mind took control again
imagination freed from its cage
left to its own devices
and it has not failed to,
to kill me inside again
why do i care so much?
why do i feel the way i do?
i was a fool to think
mindless to hope
that you might feel something
but you already have what you want
what i want is what i can't have
what i can't have is you
why can't you be needing too?
maybe you are
maybe i only yearn for your needing
maybe i think too much
thoughts that are only good for,
for beating me down
i was a fool to think
i am a fool to think
nonetheless you still haunt me
and all i want is you
 
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