dear dad,
hope you can actually listen-try to undertand that what I am doing is just
giving you a hand
I know it was hard to deal with some punk teen but how can you go and just
doubt me?
I wasn't a bad kid
Never really put up a fight
but once you started to back talk mom I knew it wasn't right
I used to respect you
thought you were a good man
but I guess what mom said wasn't all fiction
you left when I was young
never said a word
you were the reason me and jess were crying
do you know how much that hurts?
To just stand there and wait for you night after night
just waiting for you to come back and tell us that everything was going to
be alright?
I waited forever and you never once came
never said how are you or to ask if everything was okay?
Do you know how much mom had to struggle to make things alright
Try to calm us down
that he wasn't worth it
told us not to fight
I thought that you loved us
thought that you cared
God we were your daughters but you were never even there
I thought that I loved you
God I thought you would come back
But when you never did that just broke my heart in half
I guess it was better to live something then some lie
try to find something to hide the hurt inside
Hope you are happy with your new wife and kids
But remember you have another daughter and two other kids
But now I finally see that it wasn't all hate it was just a little girl who
had her heart broken and was full of heart ache
 
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