Sharp cold steel into my skin,
Biggest vain starts to feel thin,
Hidden depression come out at last,
Thought self mutilation was all in my past,

No hugs,
All drugs,
No one,
No fun,

Lets go back to when i wish i'd died,
When my parents would fight and i'd run and hide,
One day i decided i would just die,
I bought lots of drugs and proceeded to get high,

No hugs,
All drugs,
No one,
No fun,

As I swallowed 20 or 30 pills in my mouth,
I started to get scared and have sudden doubts,
I started to cry and thought I’m as good as dead,
But my dad came in-screamed and put me on my bed,

No hugs ,
All drugs,
No one,
No fun,

My mom came in laughed and said are you on drugs,
My dad said get out bitch all he wanted was hugs,
It says so on the top of the chest,
It says so in this note that he left.

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