Blood
There is not enough
In my body
To make me feel
No matter
How much I sacrifice
I just want to cry
Tell someone how I feel
Explain
The confusion
Self-hate
It won’t stop
Whether there is a reason or not
I still wish I would have died
But I did not
And so I curl into the tightest ball
So I don’t take up any
Unnecessary space
That I do not deserve
Cause I am nothing
A loser
A zero
Why am I here
And why can I not die
What is wrong with me
So my question remains
Do I take the Dramamine
Eat my toast and tea
Then the mixture of Pheno-Barbital
80 in all
Then lay down
And slowly fade away
Will it work
And who will find me
Will anyone
Or will I rot
And be forgot

Casandra O’Brien

 
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