once again i awaken from my horrid dreams
with broken spirit and wrists slashed to the bone
i cannot help but cry out from this terrible pain
and then remember that,as always, i am alone

another night of nightmares keeps me from my rest
once again i ponder just when it is that i will heal
but somehow i know that it wont happen
so as long as a part of me wishes these dream were real

i sit here in the middle of the night and cry
while the rest of the world takes time to sleep
at least this way there is noone that may come
and attempt to interrupt while i weep

so i sit here guietly, unable to stop the flow of my tears
and the saddest part of all is that i do not even know why
i am not sure if i sit her weeping from my dreams
or if i weep because i cannot finally die
 
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