These tearstained eyes can't reveal what my heart meant
Nor can these lips whisper my souls true intent

Why did I go so far? I honestly don't know
I'm sure you don't believe me though

You don't try to kill yourself without a reason why
Can you not see how many tears have fallen from these eyes

There's one for heartache and one for pain
One for bad choices, one for being insane

One for all the hurt I've caused, one for all my fears
And ten-thousand more reasons for ten-thousand more tears

I tried to free myself of the sorrow I felt inside
Only to be locked behind these walls; trapt, enraged, confied

What is it that you want from me? How can I prove to you I'm okay
What do I have to do? Tell me what I need to say

Why can't you just leave me alone? Why won't you let me be
I just want to get out of this place all I want is to be free

To feel the wind against my face, to feel the warmth of the sun
Where I can finally stretch my legs and let my spirit run

But you refuse to let me go, here is where I have to stay
Confied behind the choices I've made awaiting a new day


Authors Note: I finally fixed this poem. It was writen when I was in River
Park Hospital after trying to kill myself by overdoseing. The poem " My
Suicide" explains what happened. As always, thankyou for reading!!!



























 
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