he said get your head out of the bottle
and take a look around
life's not so bad sober
i shook my head and frowned

i think you have a problem
maybe i do, but im not like the rest of them
i promise you this
tears began to pour
moisture flushed through my eyes
so long to drinking
these are my goodbyes

there was always that dependency
the one thing i could rely on
the one thing that i could trust
the shoulder i needed to cry on

stupidity comes with no rewards
his words repeated in my mind
he told me to sit down
to think about life
and see what i could find

a million things at once
nothing was making sense
i was drinking my life away
at the one i loved's expense

so maybe its not worth it
being a helpless soul
for every mistake i made
comes a heart breaking toll

Im gonna lay down
and think myself to death
im gonna show that i love you
im gonna pass this test



 
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