So what do we do
When we want to neither stay or leave
It’s the fear of being alone
And the relief of being free

It’s like singing your favorite song,
And you forget your favorite line,
It’s like blowing out the candles on your birthday cake
And somebody else takes your wish
And you have not the courage to steal it back
Or the strength to care

It’s wanting to be home and safe in your own bed
When you’re really already there
But you’re not feeling safe or warm or loved there

It’s wanting to fall in love
When you know you gotta let love find you

It’s holding onto someone so long
After you know there already gone
There already dead

He holds my head
He looks into my eyes
He tells me he loves me
He doesn’t know I don’t want this
Doesn’t know I wish I was by myself
Doesn’t know I wish he was anyone else
He doesn’t know that my heart is somewhere else

He doesn’t know I changed,
I had to under the circumstance
My breaths don’t come easy in his company,
My eyes never completely open

Hold on its almost over,
Hold on soon we’ll breathe easy
He asks what is it that you want

The touch of your skin makes me cry
This is no beautiful world
There’s no pretty words to make it better

Yell me away,
I don’t wanna work it out
Scare me away
I can’t belong here
Kick me down

The last hopeless thing I want to do
Is being here with you

 
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