i dont think she sleeps.
i have seen her cry.
she tells me things.
like secrets and lies.
all the thoughts i think,all the blood i bleed.
it goes through her.
shes like another me.
she haunts me in my sleep.
have you seen my dreams?
i think she wants me dead.
she wont stay out of my head.
she gets inside my body.
she controls me.
she comes in every form.
in everything.
in everybody.
i've tried to ignore her.
but i cant.
i feel like shes the foot and im the ant.
she tells me i mean nothing.
she thinks that i am stupid.
when i feel like talking,she wont let me speak.
when i feel like walking she takes away my strength.
i feel like im imprisoned.
im in a tiny hole.
i cant get out of here.
someone free my soul...............
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