I look like I'm fine
but there's a raging battle going on inside
I'm fighting myself each and every day
but i'm starting to lose
Just struggling to stay the same
I'm living this lie every fucking day
The real me is locked up
tortured
and forced to change
Just looking at myself makes me burst into tears
I'm just so digusted with the person I see
It's just hard to think clear
I live this lie so well that sometimes I even believe
That just for a moment I'm happy
but then reality hits me
I tried to change
Solve my problems instead of running away
but I'm one person
Just one human being
I try so hard to stop this lie
but people continue to doubt me
so what's the point of living life when you have no self esteem
No hope to live a better life
just waiting for nothing
 
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