I smile when im sad because I don’t want people to know
don’t want people to know im planning on killing myself
Planning on not staying for long
No one will miss me
No one will care
Hell no one will even know
When im gone people will be happier and ill finally be happy
Happy not to put up w/ what I have to put up w/ now
No one knows because I wont tell
I don’t tell because I don’t want them to know
I would never open up to anyone because they just wont understand
Wont get why I cut
Wont get why each night I wish I would die
Each night I plan on doing it
Yet there is always those few people that love me
And do care...
That make me want to stay.
I just wish I could be someone else wish I would have a normal life
Wish I could be happy to be alive, Happy to still be here.
...but im not and that wont change...
.....only until im gone.


 
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