I wanna scream until my face is blue
I wanna run until the streets are dark
I wanna jump from my 1 story window
And hope my dogs don't bark
I wanna escape this life of mine
Run from this house where I live
Cuz I've run outta things to say
And have nothing left to give
I wanna forget my past is real
Leave behind the memories
Pretend nothing ever happened
Forget the way they treated me
Now I act like everythings okay
But inside I'm really dead
I cant escape the vision
Can't forget the things he said
I'll never forget the days
When he'd hit her when he was drunk
And I suppose I'll always remember
The first time I ever cut
I wanna yell into my pillow
Punch my walla and break it
But for you I'll always smile
Juss knoe I always fake it


 
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