This pain inside me
I cannot bear it
I feel as if I need to kill something
something...something

We fought again today
you say ‘I don’t remember’
I scream ‘you never do,’
while I try to hold back my fists
but if they’d make everything better,
I’d let them tear you to pieces

You think it’s okay,
the very next morning
but its never over
I burning I have
To just sob to death,
of this feeling you give me
like I don’t exist
I have no purpose. . .

You think you’re so smart
I just want to shoot you for living
to me you’re not human,
but a dumb, stupid animal
that I was destine to kill
so I’ll let you laugh
in your glory of stupidity
until I cut off your head
then well see who’s laughing

After all I’ve gone through
I still don’t know why
I ever..loved you
because now I feel distracted
at how you could do this
and still act like your important to me
you never were
you never are
and you never will

You think you can threaten me?
scare me?
I am no child, I see right through you
you are weak and useless
you are a disturbance to my nature
you are...
My mother










 
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