i cant fall asleep because i cant close my eyes.
nothing is real,so i said my goodbyes.
i stare at the cieling hoping ill dream.
im so miseraley tired i just want to scream.

my body aches.my throat is soar.
all this pain and my life is a bore.
one more night of staring at the cieling,millions more to go.
if this goes on forever,my life will be so slow.
maybe ill drift off,slowly to sleep.
if i can just stop talking.
not another peep.

my mind is loaded with things to say.
it just gets fuller with each day.
i dont want to talk though,because im too shy.
maybe someone will notice,if i begin to cry.
but then again ive tried.
nothing works anymore.

my head spins as i fall to the floor.
suddenly there is a knock on the door.
i cant answer it though.
i am unaware that i am dying so slow.

i dont know how it happened,but i know its over now.
and as i sit in heaven i watch you from the clouds.
you were my family and i loved you so dear.
dont worry about me now,im safe up here.

i know you miss me.
i miss you too.
but if you think about it i will always be with you......


 
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