i see you all
looking at me.

i feel your eyes
boaring into me.

i feel your words
colliding with my ears.

i feel my knees
collapse beneath me.

i feel my legs carry me
to the bathroom.

i feel my hand
reach for the knife.

i feel my pain
subsiding instantly.

as i let the knife
slice through the skin.

i feel the release
that is my soul.

it's
pure esctasy.

and when you come
into the bathroom

and see my
soiled hands

you ask me why
i do this

and you
dont understand,

i cant help it
it feels so good

i cant help it,
all my wounds

i cant help it
its the way i am

whats a girl to do?


 
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