as she stared at the people around her
she realized she hated being alive
she closed her big brown eyes
and made a wish with all her heart
that everything would be shattered apart
she wished she could tear the floor right from beneath her
stab herself until she could bleed no more
her greatest wish of all
not to bleed nor to fall
was to wake up in a hospital room to hear
"she's not gonna make it"
after all the shit she had taken
she opened her eyes
and a tear hit the floor
to her own suprise
she wasn't scared anymore
because she had her dreams and wishes
without any hopes or inhabitions
to die and end all the suffering
instead of having to live with all the suffering
instead of having to live unloving
she stares at the people around her
and hated being alive
but with a smile on her face
she plotted her unbelieveable fate
 
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