i wish i could breathe
yet this air feels so unclean
im inhaling all of this hatred
and torture from this world
im sacred to try, try to help
this situation,
i just cannot kill the pain and dull the flames of this living hell.

i need to exhale, exhale this sting fo mine that constantly haunts me,
i wish i could release this ache, this cringe that burns within.
its monotonous. the pain has become the norm.
it seems as though im used to it now,
even though the physical hurt can be dulled by time,
the emotional turmoil becomes more than i can bare.
Insanity.....
it seems like the only route to be taken,
the only option
but then i begin to think,
about the path no one wants, the path that takes effort
strength
thing people doubt they haveleft in them
no matter how i deny it, its there.
those qualities are in me
along with the pain
thats why im here
thats why im looking done these two routes of life
which life to choose?
 
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