What have I done to deserve this fate?
Why is it me God I feel you hate?
Do you want me to be miserable till the end of my days?
My heart and mind are a mess, my life is a maze.
Why do you not want me to find the happy ending?
What else is in store for me, what else is pending?
Why don't you just take my life now and put me to rest?
Don't you think that would be better, I think that would be best.
What will you do if I take matters into my own hands?
Do you think I am afraid; I am ready to make my own plans.
What can you do to me that you haven't done before?
I've took this, that and the other and I'm ready for more.
Why do you think I'm in a time of bliss.
Well I'll tell you it isn't me that they will miss.
Bleeding to death here I lie,
Just about ready for me to die.
I ask you to send me a miracle that day,
I asked you to just take my life away.
Some times I just wish I could close my eyes and cry,
Some times I just wish I could tell the world good-bye.
 
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