today as i sat
watching the clouds change colors
the stars chasing each other
all in one direction
not knowing when they
will run out of light
still sitting and waiting
waiting for wait i have no idea
but im waiting for the one thing
that could set me free
siting and watching till day break seeing the lady bugs
playing in the morning mist
watching the clouds roll in
sitting in a free state of mind
i feel relaxed claim and even happy not having to worry about the pain and
stress
of the days before and
of the following
but as all was going happy
the birds singing had stoped
the clouds turned to black
and the rain started
as the rain fell
so did my soul
the memories of the night had come back
the night u left
the night my world had fell
to the deepths of hell
my soul felt tortured and blamed
for what had happen
the failure of u caused
my failure in life its self
but in reality ur life ended
and with that so did my
u left this miserable world
nuthing is real
evey thing is fake
i loved you i really did
we both said we'd die for us in battle
but slowly the battle had ended
with abrut stop
u died thinking of that we could of done
to prevent this
but slowly so am i
thinking of what not only
what i did but
what we both did to make this
happy life this heaven
a living hell
with one sipfrom the bottle and slip of a knife
the hell had ended
now i know dying was for the best
now we will be in heaven again





 
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