Hasty,
Sitting back waiting for the day we sit face to face and forced to face me
Forget me, you disgust and disgrace me
So lucky enough for with my presence I graced thee
Upset you displaced me?
Last chance to embrace me
Because It’s my turn to abandon you and disappear so you can’t trace me
Not like you’d come to chase me
Hope I stick and stay stuck in your mind, a haunting face, you cant erase
me
Will not push and shove me, think your so far above me
Three years old going to sleep thinking even God doesn’t love me
Nothing for me, not a stake, not a portion
Is this all really a step up from abortion?
You missed out on a fortune, and came back to collect
But nowhere to be found while I sat in neglect
Not a sound to be made as you stare, rare, without a single defect
And im glad that you left me, although now you regret
It’s a little too late to comfort and console me
Cannot push or pull me, I simply null and void thee…
To think you almost destroyed me, but never again
Erasing thoughts of you by any means
And hopefully I didn’t inherit too many of your genes
Sad to say im a poor product of two irresponsible teens
Do I say things I don’t mean?
Take your words I don’t trust, I don’t need them
Take your letters I don’t read them
It’s the way I perceive them, Take it all, cant believe them
But know that your absences, I did grieve them
And pains I came to beat and defeat them
So when I choose to meet them I'll say clear and loud
Here is the last look at your son, and I hope your proud
Your absence has made you another face in the crowd
I'm sorry if you hate the man he came to be
But before you judge me look at all the evil shit you did to me
What you say will never again phase me
You never cease to amaze me
Its easy to see why you couldnt raise me
Its no surprise I lash out in anger and pain
I live life with nothing to lose and all to gain
From this day forward to the day I die
There will always be animosity among you and I
I have no more questions, I don’t want to know why
So this is so long, farewell, take care…
Good luck and goodbye
 
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