I sit in my room and wonder
What's so great about the world?
What's there to really look for?
Friends, family, things all the same
But then, I think about all the pain in mylife and wonder if it really is
worth living for.
I trail to the kitchen, pick up a steak knife, and twirl it with great
satisfaction.
I watch as the light dances on the blade, wondering - should I keep living?
I go back to my room, sit down on my bed, and get somepaper and a pen, and
start my Good-bye letter.
I tell my mom that i love her, and grandma and brother, too and that if I
hurt you in any possible way, I'm sorry if I hurt you.
I take the letter and place it on my pillow. then, I go back to the knife,
sitting at the foor of my bed,
I pick it up, with tears in my eyes, with my mind made up. One quick little
motion is all it took. One swipe of the hand
Not much force it took
I watch in awe, as tears fill my eyes, and I say goodbye
The room is getting darker, All things I once knew gone. My heartbeat
slowing rapidly, I can hear nothing no more.
All I see is blood, a lake of blood on the floor. As my final minutes tick
away, I fall onto my bed
With tears in my eyes
And words of apology in my head,
I think of the ones I loved
And now, I say goodbye
I know they'll miss me
And won't want to say goodbye
But, what's done is done
I am now set free.
I loved you all
Please don't forget me.
 
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