Tattered and torn
Scattered and worn
Falling apart inside
With a smile adorn

Days are getting longer
you don't know how to deal
Emotions getting stronger
it still all seems unreal

We used to laugh
and talk all day
Now you just say hi
and walk away

Since the day
your grandma died
All you do
is stay inside

I want you to tell me
what's on your troubled mind
I promise when it's over
there's only peace you'll find

She'll still always be there for you
just in your heart
She'll still come and visit you
in the good memorys
which you never part

Her funeral was today
1200 miles away
Your parents went
but you had to stay

I layed down and prayed
that sleepless night
For god to send you an angel
to get threw that fight

You said I was an angel
but I, far from it
I just sit, listen,
and devout wisdom
About this crazy life

Heavens but far away
sending flowers in a boquet
Yet you stay quiet and distant
except them remaining resistant

You call 3am on the phone
say you love me and feel alone
I can tell whats not shown
by the sound of your shakey tone

Convince me otherwise your okay
you put on a fake smile
Set it out on display
not all day just a while
Till your by yourself
sitting back upon a dusty shelf

Your grandmas gone
and your upset
Your mom is sick
And when the day is done
you try to forget

You'll get threw it,
the bitter grieving stage
Don't blame for her loss
it was only her age

Your mom will be better
her illness is stress
Write her a letter
signed with God Bless

It hurts so much
too see you as such
This is when enough is enough

You have to face it
You have to cry
This is the house
where she died

Go to the cemetary
where she peacefully lie
Marvaled stone marks her life
flowers at her feet

Warmly covered, dirt dug deep
Under the moon she happily sleeps
It's whats been taught
she wants you to keep

Your mom is fine
she dosn't need a Doc
She needs her son
to listen and talk

You hate to see her sad
You hate to see her tears
Her class this year is bad
It has nothing to do with you
you the best son she could've had

Your grandma was her mom
she's taking it hard
She did her hair for prom
Kept all mother day cards

Your grandmas above
happy and well
She'll always be loved
this I can tell

I pray for your mom
Comfort will come
A touch to feel calm
Understanding from some

I ask how you feel
You said better now
Pains starting to heal
Mom's smile is becoming real
 
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