The blood trickles down my wrist,
in hatred of life, i clench my fist.
Hurting so much i just wana scream,
Why do we wear masks?! We're never like we seem!
So i hold on tight to my last simple thought,
It would have paid off better for me to not have fought.
I fought for this life, didn't want to let go,
Theres only one thing left, and this I know.
To have faith and believe in the so Holy Lord,
to have anything better I couldnt afford.
Struggling to live to conquer my fears,
I shield myself in darkness and tears.
I was left in the dark to lye alone,
Her death was coming i should've known,
But i didnt know and now she's gone
So i sit solemnly and await for dawn
I know my love for God is true,
but this life is so hard!
... I should've knew...

©Sam 2004
 
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