nobody understands
so why do they try to sympathize
when they know nothing of what i feel
they think they have been through this

no they havent
how can i loose so much so young
i am sappost to be out there
making mistakes and getting grounded
not facing this

"he is in a better place" they say
the best place is her with me
with his daughter
i know i am to face trials and tribulations
but i dont see anyone else loosing
thier only hero

no more bed time stories
i am too old
no more going to work with him
it would be boring
but know i want that more now
more than ever more than my cell phone
more than my friday nights at football games

becasue if i knew i would spend every
moment i ever had with him
if i knew i wouldnt have yelled and slammed my door

"you are a special girl and make me smile"
i would give away my world to hear him say it one more time.

i hear your voice over and over agian in my head
"your a strong girl...keep it up"

so i promise you my wonderful dad i will be a strong girl and keep it up
i love you my father
my blood
my hero



 
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