In memory is what we say still today
Of all the happy times you left us with
Why did you have to go
And leave me standing there
I will never understand this
I got someone who I can turn to
But, will they understand
I don’t think so
I know you loved me
So why did you do it
You knew people loved you
So I just don’t understand it
You told me you couldn’t live in the past
And drown yourself in memories
But, why did you have to stripe away our memories
Why did you have to take that 45 to your head
I feel like I’ve been welcomed to no where
I care
I care now that im away from you
I told you
That I would catch you if you began to fall
And now,
I let you down
I just told you
O’ your fine
Because I thought you really were
But you really did need help
Why couldn’t I see it
Why couldn’t I help you
Why couldn’t I find the words to say
I don’t think im ever going to be the same again
You’re gone
And you’re never coming back
I just want to hold you
And say it will be okay
But, its not going to be okay
I shouldve listened to you
I shouldve heard the words you needed to say
I saw your actions
But, I thought you were just asking for attention
O’ how blind I was
To not see
You were crying out for help
Im sorry
I really am
I don’t know how to say good-bye
I promised I’d always be there for you
But I let you down
Why did I have to be so stupid?
Im never going to understand this
No, I don’t think I ever will
In my note
I left momma and daddy
Steven too
I said don’t cry
Don’t be shy
Don’t worry
Its not your fault
Im just keeping my promise
I’m going to be with you again!
Just think how happy we will be
Well, I guess
In a way
I really did keep my promise
But, to all that ive hurt behind
“im sorry!”

 
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