The bruise on my face
Always continues to stay
I’m captured by the hand
Always holding me down
I just want to go
And be gone
Lost away from this madness
And have no intention to be found.

The last time he hit me
I said that was it
I made my choice
I stood up to him
Oh no
That was a mistake
Here come more plunges
He’s really angry now
He closes the blinds
Shuts the doors
So neighbors can’t see
Oh
How I longed for someone’s helping hand.

As he came back
And saw me hiding in the corner
I don’t think I’ve ever seen his face
That shade of red
He’s yelling things in fury
And I just don’t know what to do…

As he grabbed my arm
And pulled me up
I didn’t know what to do
I didn’t know what to say
All I could think was how stupid I was
To try to stand up to him.

He’s calling me a worthless dog
He’s banging at my head
He’s telling me I’ll never amount to anything
Then
He sees the marks upon my wrist.

I try to hide them
But, it’s too late
He loosens his grip
And walks away
Maybe he’s actually sorry now
Maybe he’s realized what he’s put me through.

Oh God
I was wrong
He’s walking towards me
A butcher’s knife in his hand
I want to run
But, there’s no where to go.

He grabs my hand
And pulls it towards him
“So, you want to cut yourself?”
He says sarcastically
“You want outta this world, I’ll give you out!!”
He brings the knife crashing down
Oh how it hurt
But, I didn’t dare cry out in pain.

As he stood there
And took my life away
Piece by piece
A silent tear ran down my cheek.

I want him to suffer for this
I want him to die
A slow and painful death.

As he buried me in the woods
My spirit lifted up
I promised myself
He would regret this.

On the way to his midnight party
He suddenly lost control
He hit a lightpole
Wires falling all around him
He got electrocuted
And burned to death.

As we both stood there before God
Listening to what He said
How He was condemning the man I hated.

I had to let a lil smirk out
He’s finally getting what he deserves I thought to myself
Then,
God turned to me.

I know what you’re thinking
I know what you’ve been through
He’s gone now
Never to bother you again
As He said that
Tears of joy ran down my face.

Welcome home my child He said
Pain will never hurt or come to you again…

 
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