tears streaming down my face, because my useless mind is thinking about how
i accidently hurt you over and over again. and god damn, all i want is to
hold you and be with you.. all that i was trying to say is that, we havent
been showing affection lately. but everything i say i fall submited to
hurting you again, and this world of guilt is set on my shoulders. for every
tear that my translated catch phrases cause.. i will take another hit, and i
will cry 10 times as much. take me from my past, do you ever dream of us
together?, im tired of next day apologies, and waiting next to the phone as
it collects dust. it never seems to ring when im waiting, and when my hair
is made just how she likes it, now the only person to see my hair is my
intoxicated eyes.

Everyday, all that i have is a guilty concious about what i said wrong last
night. and yes your words hit harder than i could of ever imagined.

over react, to every word i speak. all i said was lets hold hands some more,
break free,let go... parents dont control how much love you have towards
me.now your brainwashed and im never being shown anything, but the scars on
your wrists. i guess im leaving myself with a broken heart, i hate the way
you say no. i speak my feelings and mind, being honest with myself. and she
gets sappy and sad, its me im the one to fucking blame.
 
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