pretty as a picture
glowing
with the soft light of the moon
the fears that shes not showing
the insecurities
hidden
behind that flawless smile
and those bright blue eyes
they're tucked in that
corner
in the back of her mind
never to be seen by anyone
but her
and then only in the dead of night
then she sits and watches
every memory
where things didnt work at all
and realationships that
ended violently
friend bretraying her
yet acting
like nothing was wrong
her parents beating her in a
drunken reage
none of them knew
that behind that perky exterior
she was just a little girl
crying
and hiding
from the demons that haunted her
no wonder i want to die.
Good Bye
as i wrote these words
on my blood stainded not
and felt myself growing weaker
i thought to myself
'why the hell
havent i done this sooner?
why wait until today?
the voice in my head
said
because you thought you were strong,
an amazon
but in reality
theres only so much a girl can take
before the break your soul
so many times,
before you just cant hold on
and you must let go,
before death is a
realease


 
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